http://themishmash.blogdrive.com/ Mish Mash Mon, 11 Jul 2005 15:10:00 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2005. http://themishmash.blogdrive.com/archive/1.html Thu, 06 Jan 2005 06:56:26 GMT ack. i feel so awful, that creepy crawly dis-ease of feeling as if i don't belong here, once again, is shooting needles in my neck and making me feel as if everything i say in class is an accidental retch flaming into the netherworlds of people's napkins. i'm, like, infectious. it's also related to just being who i am, a dyke, any time there is any reference to it i automatically feel as tho there is this solid wall of granite separating me from the others. ever read the wind-up bird chronicle? i'm thinking of that well, how i need to go in it and find out what's going on inside. why am i... (more)